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Saturday, February 14, 2009

Facebook = Blog-Stealer

Well, I think I've joined the crowd of people that don't blog as much due to facebook. Facebook is instant gratification; easy to post, easy to see pictures, and easy to see what's going on in everyone's life. However, I haven't forgotten about xanga and hope everyone keeps blogging because I sure like those details every now any again. =) Also, like many others I have not been motivated to blog because SOOO much has been going on, but I figure I'll try to do a "quick" recap.

Bella

Bella February 2009 027(for other recent pics; see my facebook)

Bella is doing wonderful. I can not even begin to put in to words how much joy she brings to my and Mike's life. She has the most wonderful personality. She is so sweet, affectionate, and cuddly. She constantly gives us hugs and gets so excited when she see's us. She makes you feel like a million bucks. She seems very sensitive and tender hearted. She is also SO much fun. She is babbling a lot; it is adorabble. She loves bathtime, standing up banging on things, and find the weirdest ways to get to where she wants to go without crawling. She rolls, twist, lunges, inches, etc...but hasn't quite figure out the crawling yet. She also seems to be pretty social.  For a couple weeks she has some separation anxiety but now she will pretty much reach for anyone; unless she is hungry or tired..then she wants me. She is so fun! She loves gerber puffs and mum mum's. She loves her daddy and gets so excited when he comes down to see her through out the day. She is SUPER dainty and always holds her hands out to the side with palms up; it is absolutely adorable. She loves it when you put her in something cute and say "ooo pretty girl". She smiles really big and tilts her head like she loves getting dressed up. Also Bella got her ears pierced this past week and it is so cute!! I could go on and on, but the moral of the story is; she is truly a blessing from the Lord. It has become a ritual that before bed Mike and I take time and stare at her (in the video monitor), watch her sleep and recap on all the cute things she did through out the day. We go to bed so thankful that God would graciously bless us with our sweet, beautiful lil' girl.

Me and Mike

Things are going great here as well. The Lord continues to be faithful to teach us so much about his character and weed out the 'oh so ugly' in our lives. I love being on this journey with him. I feel so blessed to have a husband that seeks the Lord like he does and is so passionate about knowing and obeying the Lord and submiting to him in every area of his life. His pursuit and passion for the Lord inspires me daily. Mike leads our family and sheperds me and Bella so well. He truly is a leader that lays down his life for others and especially his family. I love him so much and feel so honored to be his wife.

Also, God is moving in so many ways in ministry and life right now. Life: Mike and I are selling our house and moving to the other side of Dallas. Interesting fact: God has spoken to us about a new season and that we are to sell our house but he has not told us where we are going or what to do after we sell  our house. After seeking him we have learned he doesn't want us to know. We don't get it but we are rolling with it. It's really good for Mike and me. It's rids us of our desire to control and plan. We are actually excited. It is a fun thing to be in the hands of God. Whoever said walking with God isn't exciting missed something along the way. =)

However, we do feel strongly from the Lord that a new season is coming and part of that new season is getting in community, getting involved in a church (Gateway Church), and moving forward in ministry. Mike is writing a lot of "mini-books" right now and traveling a decent amount with ATF's and other speaking engagements. I wish I could tell you all God is doing in our lives; it is absolutely amazing. I must say that so much of this has been birthed out of the situation with Bella. I love that what the enemy meant for harm; the Lord is working for good...a lot of good. One thing Mike and I prayed during it all was that the Lord would make the enemy pay for even trying to touch our child. Trust me; the enemy is paying big time. Hopefully he'll start to learn his lesson. =) Bella's eyes continue to get better and we know ultimate manifestation of her healing will come in God's timing. She is perfect in every way and in God's time her eyes will be perfect as well. In the mean time, God has used that situation to teach us so much. God is so faithful!

Well, there you have it..that is about as "quick' and "brief" as it gets =). I'll keep you guys updated on any progression and in the mean time if you'd like to know what "Alicia is" doing everyday, check out my facebook. lol =) Love you guys...

 


Thursday, December 18, 2008

Update on Bella...

I am SO sorry its been so long since I've updated. =/..but here it is ..finally...=)

Well, after my last post the doctor called and wanted us to bring Bella in for a spinal tap. So we did and of course, every possible thing that they were looking for came back normal. =) Then he suggest that we put Bella on Prednisone (a steriod) to see that if perhaps it will shake up her system...reboot her system..and perhaps take the shaking away. We asked that if the steriods didn't work...then what. He said..."I have NO idea". Well, after a week on steriods, nothing change. Well..her eyes did start to now shake horizontally ...not vertically. Weird I thought, but the doctor said he didn't think it was significant..(?). So here we are.

In the beginning, God gave us the word that His will for her was to be healed and to walk in wholeness. That has not changed. We then felt that we would just start walking down the road not knowing how God would choose to heal her. Now we have officially scanned Bella's body from head to toe and the doctors are out of suggestions. We now realize that God will be healing her supernaturally =). So we are trusting.

I must tell you though that we believe from what God has spoken and from words from others that this situation has very little to do with Bella and a lot to do with Mike and me. We believe God allowed this situation to teach Mike and me SOOOO...i mean...SOOO..many things. I could not even begin to tell you what all we have learned, insight we have gained, and how humbled we are by the God of the universe. Humbled by the realization that I will never understand the God of the universe and understand how much higher his ways are than mine and no matter how hard i try, I won't get it...I won't get him completely. But He is worthy to be trusted...to be feared...and to be adored; He is good. One thing He has taught me is how to live by faith in every detail of my life...every day-to-day decision...living by faith. It has been life changing. I know it sounds simple, but the application of that truth is profound. I am learning to trust the Lord's every whisper and to know that there is always a way that will seem right to me..but in the end leads to death. I'm learning to LIVE by faith means, listening to his voice and obeying because we trust he has our best interest in mind and I don't see what he sees. In addition, God has called Mike and I to deeper levels in him...deeper levels of surrender and ...more clarity into the ministry he has for us in the future. Needless to say...Bella will be fine..evidently it was Mike and I that needed the healing =)

However...(one last thing) This has all reminded me of a truth something I want to encourag you with...trials develop character. Lessons can be learned but character must be purchased. The hard things in life shape us. So we can't fear them. We must embrace them. They shape us into who God wants us to be. When we pray for more and deeper levels of God, many times it's not instantanious...God will most often give us a treasure map to that treasure....

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On another note =)... Bella is wonderful. She is perfect in every way and is right on track developmentally and is growing like a weed! She is sitting up and rolling EVERYWHERE now and it is SO fun. She sleeps well, eats well, and is such a blessing in every way. Here are a few pictures:Bella 6 034 Bella 6 057 Bella 6 064 Bella 6 002 

Taking a ride in the the laundry basket to the laundry room...  

 Bella 6 004 Bella Christmas 2008 001 

Helping mommy wrap presents.....i got side tracked =) ...

 Bella Christmas 2008 005 Bella Christmas 2008 011 Bella 6 105

Christmas picture with my cousins Alexis and Ella..

Bella 6 143  too cool for school..=)


Sunday, December 14, 2008

Since I keep having problems mailing these out...

 Bella Christmas 2008-Collage

 


Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Neurologist Appointment...

Well, yesterday we met with a few neurologists at Children's Hospital and they all came to the same conclusion. They were not encouraging, very negative, and did not have good news to say the least. ...But thank God before we went in there we put on our shield of faith. =) I felt that every word that came out of their mouth did not penetrate to the heart what-so-ever. I now have a new understanding of the shield of faith. As the doctors in all their knowledge spouted it all out, I was on the verge of saying "I do not receive that report in the name of Jesus." To be honest, I was almost of the verge of smiling. As my dad says...the doctors were probably on the verge of checking my head.  

As Mike and I walked out of the office, we both looked at each other and almost simitaniously said, "we will not even speak what they just said". This past week the Lord has really been teaching us a lot about the power of speaking something and making agreements with things. I know to some that may sound coo coo, but it's real. The other day I was talking with someone and was going on about Bella's situation and I had the yuckiest feeling inside. I felt like my words had power...negatively. From that point forward I felt like God began to remind me that "Death and life are in the tougue--and--we set the course of our lives with our tongue" and I was to only speak life and truth over Bella. Truth is ...Bella will be healed. Truth is...greater is He that is in us than he that is in the world. Truth is...we are to walk by faith not by sight. Truth is...God is a miracle working God and when He gives us a promise we can bank on it... everytime. 

So...all our chips are on the table. We are standing steadfast in the faith. The majority of the time in the Bible when Jesus healed someone he said..."your faith has healed you." He didn't repeatedly say that for no reason. Over and over He shows us that nothing is impossible if we will just believe. So that we will do.

I wish I could tell you all the confirmation and words of encouragement we have received from people we know and many we don't know. I am in awe of God's goodness and faithfulness...and for continuing to confirm his promise through others.

So if you will pray with us and as the body of Christ we will pull that miracle down from heaven... 

I'll keep you posted...


Monday, November 10, 2008

“Fear knocked at the door, faith answered and there was no one there”



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